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Vol. I: From Scratch to Scar

by the sweetheart vine

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1.
Dandelion you Are bitter and I've got a sweet tooth Little parachute And a wish that won't come true Middle of July From across the room you catch my eye Chicory blue Ooh ooh ooh And I'm sorry for the crying spells But no one tells you That Chinese finger traps are Difficult to undo And I'm feeling pretty stupid with my fingers stuck The radiator's on It's been that way all summer long We pretend that nothing's wrong And the noises from next door Make me feel like a total bore Vanilla with you Ooh ooh ooh And I'm sorry for the crying spells But no one tells you That Chinese finger traps are Difficult to undo And I'm feeling pretty stupid with my fingers stuck Dandelion you Are bitter and I've got a sweet tooth Little parachute And a wish that won't come true
2.
(dry heat) 00:54
3.
Well I've got funny teeth and you've got crows feet But I still think that we can make this work I'm always tired and you're hardwired To run your jokes straight down into the dirt But I'll still laugh I'll still at them You say the world falls at my feet each time I smile I think the the sound of your voice makes hearing worthwhile Your eyes appear to be the first I've ever seen Such an uncommon shade of brownish green I've got funny teeth and you've got crows feet But I still think that we can make this work I'm always tired and you're hardwired To run your jokes straight down into the dirt But I'll still laugh I'll still at them Your hands are small enough to reach inside my mouth And pull my heart out of it's hole and throw it around But I don't think you'd treat my organs quite so bad Or bid your little hands to hurt my insides like that I've got funny teeth and you've got crows feet But I still think that we might stand a chance I'm indecisive and your pretty quiet In almost every social circumstance But I don't mind I don't mind at all
4.
I don't like picking favorites But I have so far Thinking out loud Hell I didn’t choose this part How did it just start (what, what, what, what, what, what, what) What’s the cause Maybe you’d have been more inclined to let me in If I didn’t swipe away at your skin Maybe you’d have been more inclined to let me in Out of spite or something (Oooh ahahahah) (Oooh ahahahah) (Oooh ahahahah) Really, really, really, really, Really, really digging the upgrade From scratch to scar I think you’re tough babe And I crave your comfort And your flaws (and your flaws) I applaud Maybe you’d have been more inclined to let me in If I didn’t swipe away at your skin Maybe I'd have been more inclined to let you in Out of spite or something (Oooh ahahahah) (Oooh ahahahah) (Oooh ahahahah) (Oooh ahahahah) Really, really, really, really, Really, really digging the upgrade From scratch to scar I think you’re tough babe And I crave your comfort And your flaws (and your flaws) I applaud
5.
(interlude) 01:02
If you would love me like you used to I would forget the times you outgrew I was afraid of being alone You were the loveliest thing I had known And I tie string to you And I wanna float on you Oooh I know You come and go
6.
Jackie Chan
7.
I don't know what I do this for I don't know what I do this for Spent my life on this rickety floor Did I do good? I'm not too sure Waiting on Some signature of yours When I was a baby I did not cry Not even when I got sand in my eyes I don't know what I do this for Holding it in To my deep core Stuff it in A pit to ignore The heat of a moment is extended cool down I went to clown college and I only learned to frown Visited a wax museum through the lost and found And I got hired to stand around Mannequins posing in a clothing store Looking like a squad of mute matadors I don't know what I think this for I'm jealous of the headless Groupies in store Flaunting their bodies With rock hard cores Idiots on TV shows get a lot of girlfriends I spent a lot of time trying to be just like them There's not much to relationships when the laugh tracks plays At every scene's end
8.
I miss hanging out with my best friends And knowing everyone's business Shooting pool in a basement I had that dream your boyfriend hates me Pouring poison in my coffee And mocking my Canadian accent I had a dream you cut your long hair And dyed it blonde like a stranger Who left the room as your phone rang This is so like you It might have been last week It might have been last night But who remembers it I blinked and suddenly all my friendships Turn to shit-stained embarrassments So I'm locking myself in the attic until I can Calm down and call Sam on her landline It's not every day you turn twenty-nine But can I look back and say that this is what I was trying to do Well I guess along the way I stole a lot of things from you You never knew That this is not like me It's really not, I swear These are not my hands And why'd you cut your hair And post to instagram With the sinking fear That when you say yourself There was no one there
9.
Coming home, bedroom door open wide My mind gets fucked when I see them twined Got a whole lotta nothin' to say .44 cal in the backseat baby Problems don't seem to affect me lately Got a whole lotta nothin' to say It's a long, long way to Vegas Oh it's a long, long way my baby Oh it's a long, long to Vegas Oh it's a long way To the golden gates Don't think God will mind Waking up early in a white suit I Padded all the walls in my new life Got a whole lotta nothin' to say Run over here and I'll tell you mine My life wrapped up in a bottle of wine, hey Got a whole lotta nothin' to say It's a long, long way to Vegas Oh it's a long, long way my baby Oh it's a long, long to Vegas Oh it's a long way To the golden gates Don't think God will mind It's a little bitter-sweet when I hear your name My ears perk up and my eyes feel drained, hey Got a whole lotta nothin' to say Well coming home, bedroom door open wide My mind gets fucked when I see you twined, hey Got a whole lotta nothin' to say It's a long, long way to Vegas It's a long, long way my baby It's a long, long to Vegas It's a long way To the golden gates Don't think God will mind It's a long way To the golden gates Don't think God will mind
10.
(tapes) 01:17
i left the christian parish i couldn't carry on there's nothing to believe in there is no right or wrong i left the christian parish and when ~~~~~~ i'm telling you the truth --- i feel an existential crisis coming on i feel real real i feel like such a pawn i feel balled up in the corner and spread out on the lawn i feel, feel, feel, i feel, feel, feel, feel, feel
11.
I'm a man, the saddest man Who ever lived a day Oh I'm a man, planted his wife And rolled around in his hay Yes, I'm a man who worked for not Gave all that he had away Tell me more, tell me less Make it hard, make me guess Tell me who Tell me how Could I love you already just now Oh I'm a man, a sacred man Bygones aren't bygones with me I hold on to the bitterest grudge As if it were my last penny I'd rather suffer noble Than ever set myself free Tell me more, tell me less Make it hard, make a mess Tell me who Tell me how Could I love you already just now Just now Love you already just now

about

This is an approximately 29 minute journey through the mouths and brains and fingers of eight different people. I did my best to weave the brainchildren of my friends together and connect the dots of the themes between their words and performances. Hopefully I have also allowed whatever it is that makes their songs feel pure and honest to be brought to the surface without a detrimental amount of my own psyche. I love all of my friends and I love all of my friends' songs and I hope you love them too.
And so--- many millions of humble thanks to all of my friends who generously offered their songs for this project: Mani, Megan, Rachel, Jordan, Gillian, Stephen, and Dan. I literally could not have done this silly thing without all of you.

And a special thanks to Genevieve for doing the wonderful, kinda gross cover art. It has helped make this project feel like a reality and I'm glad your style gels so well with the project. Thanks for being you.

XOXO
-Rob

credits

released September 20, 2017

Singer/Songwriter/Performer/Sweethearts:
Magdalena Eustis - tinybaby.bandcamp.com
Megan Boni - funnybonemusic.bandcamp.com
Rachel Bellone - slurryslurry.bandcamp.com
Jordan Seccareccia - westelaken.bandcamp.com
Rob McLay - squigglylines.bandcamp.com
Gillian Schnurr - selfies.bandcamp.com
Stephen Pepler - theunfaithfuldog.bandcamp.com
Dan McLay - thejarthurkeenesband.bandcamp.com

Cover Art by:
- Genevieve Ashley -
@starseedsmileydraws

Additional credits:
Megan Boni - background vocals in "Dandylion," original music in "(tapes)," words in "(dry heat)"
Rachel Bellone - background vocals in "Dandylion"
Jordan Seccareccia - words & music in "(dry heat)"
Stephen Pepler - wrote/performed "(interlude)"
Dan McLay - wrote/performed "(tapes)" and other bits and pieces, upright bass on "Whole Lotta Nothin'," background vocals on "Dandylion" and "Funny Teeth," and words & music in "(dry heat)"

Electronic instruments, additional instruments, background vocals, sampling, engineering, mixing and mastering by Rob McLay.

Recorded mostly in a small sublet apartment in the summer/fall of 2016 at 200 Dufferin, Toronto, ON.

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